cute katie
December 31, 2025 at 4:37:26 PM
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OLD-D0LL
hi karie, so it’s been almost half a year since we first knew each other, hasn’t it. not long enough to call it a lifetime, but not short enough to be considered just a passing encounter. in that amount of time alone, you’ve already become a very special part of my memories, inside this awful, noisy, toxic pixel game. if it weren’t for you, maybe all i would remember about it now is exhaustion and frustration.
karie, you really are a very good person. none of the things that happened were ever your fault. you tried so hard, and you did everything you could. so please don’t blame yourself anymore. if everything around you is hurting you, if people misunderstand you or turn their backs on you, i just hope you won’t let those things change who you are. please stay the innocent, gentle, and lovable karie you’ve always been. the way you care about others, the way you think about their feelings, brings so much comfort to people. at least, it does to me.
during the time we’ve known each other, if i ever did anything that made you sad or hurt you, please let me apologize. i’m not very good with words, and sometimes i’m clumsy and unintentionally make people uncomfortable. i know that, and i truly want to change. but besides apologizing, i also want to say thank you. thank you for appearing in my life, for giving me memories i’ve never had before with any online friend. most people from before eventually left this game, called it childish, and our relationships never lasted more than a year. but you’re different. at least, to me.
there are feelings inside me that i still don’t have the courage to name. i only know that you matter to me far more than just an ordinary friend. sometimes, when you’re gone for even a little while, everything feels strangely emptier. maybe one day, when both of us are more ready, i’ll say everything. for now, i just hope i can stay, and cherish you in the best way i know how.
karie, there are times when you make me feel uncomfortable. not because you did anything wrong, but because i’m too sensitive, because i care about you more than i realize. yet it’s exactly during those moments that i feel like i understand you better, that i get to see sides of you that are very real, very human. so please don’t blame yourself anymore. you’re not as bad as you think you are.
a new year has come, and the only thing i truly want to wish for you is peace. i hope the path you walk will always be gentle and filled with sunlight. i hope soft shades of pink and faint, pleasant scents will surround you as you move forward. please don’t keep looking back at the sad things in the past and hurting yourself all over again. what kadita chose was her own decision, not yours, so please don’t torment yourself or worry too much about it. i know you like helping others, and i understand that, but please don’t hurt yourself for their sake. their sadness shouldn’t become a burden that slowly wears you down.
karie, you have a very soft heart, one that gets hurt easily. you don’t have to carry everything on your own. it’s okay if you can’t save everyone. it’s okay if some things are beyond your ability. as long as you can keep yourself whole and safe, that’s already enough for me.
i don’t dare promise anything grand, but i want you to know this: i’m still here with you, and i will be, in my own quiet way, for as long as i possibly can. i only hope you won’t leave too soon, won’t come to dislike me, even if one day you no longer need me the way you do now. and if one day, we perhaps become strangers to each other, please don’t forget that there was once someone who always stood on your side, always supported you, and treasured you with everything they had.